Its just this simple. Either God is good and faithful or He’s not, and He doesn’t exist and this whole thing is a big sham.
I think he’s good and faithful.
No matter how I feel.
No matter if I think life is fair.
No matter if I have enough money.
No matter if things aren’t how I want them to be.
God is not as concerned with how I feel, but rather how I respond to my feeling.